I fell in love in suicide

I fell in love in suicide

Through suffering and lust

I tore the limbs off of my body

Left my heart at bay to rust

Found a deathly drive inside my womb

It tells me to return

And if I do I‘ll never learn

And if I don‘t I‘ll never learn

All my pain was never loved

All my brothers hated hugs

All the blame and shame I perpetrate

Is crystallized in drugs

When I dish the lies, they shrug

When I wish to die, they blush

What a funny guy, his suicide

Materialized as love