Afraid of who I’ll be

I have considered therapy

they’ll diagnose my ADD

and then they’ll put a pill in me

I’m so afraid of who I’ll be

I‘m too afraid of how I‘ll be

With others and myself

Ain‘t no mental health enough for one

To ever ask for help

And if help is meant to help myself

I‘ll show myself the door

If I can‘t pull up my bootstraps

I will never touch the floor

I will never touch no grass

Among the fire

they’ll scorch my ass