to deal in words
You did drugs and twenty seven
I read Infinite Jest
And I also did a lot of drugs
But didn‘t make it in the club
Nor did I kill myself at twelve
Nor did I learn to love myself
I‘m always somewhere inbetween
I‘m far too poor for rich man dreams
And rich I am, for having food
And rent to pay, ahead of time
I always had this mind of mine
I never learned to share the pain
I only know to deal in words
I listen not
I won’t shut up
and when they shut these shutters down
I’ll still be on this website