always almost drowning
I have no limbs, no voice or self
or geometric shape, or soul
or mind to think
or heart to feel
a body without organs
The children form identities!
The same old theory, same ideas
but different kind of practice
to fight this fight, might cost our lives
it might be worth a shot
I haven’t failed this continent
it’s Europe which has wronged me
these transactions lead to new beliefs about the world and self
minor gestures, major events
and in the end we laugh it off
the risk of my becoming
I take independent study breaks
911 was my Woodstock
Kony 12 my Berlin Wall
I justify uncertainty by pointing at my lif
the waves of which, I never rode
I’m always almost drowning
everybody has a box (or bag) to carry to their grave